I'm 54, and I put off scheduling for months. When I finally did it, the screen said nineteen days.
I didn't tell anyone at work. Saying it out loud would have made it real, and I had a schedule to keep. Twelve-hour shifts don't care what's circled on your calendar.
By day four I had a system. Ibuprofen in the break room. Feet up the second I got home. Phone in hand doing the math on how many days were left.
But by hour six of a shift, it stops being something in the background. It starts being the thing deciding how the rest of my day goes. Red. Hot. Throbbing in a way that made me want to sit down on the floor of the supply closet, just for a minute.
Nineteen days felt like a very long time to just wait it out.